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There aren't any guarantees in life, and some days are still really hard to get through. That being said, I'm feeling cautiously optimistic about the future. I thought there were only dead ends, but now I see some possibilities. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way.
I'm visiting my family, and it's been a nice positive experience so far. Now a family member that I can't stand (one of my cousins) is over, so I'm hiding out in my room. I probably should've said hello to be polite but I'm f****** sick of being polite. Plus we are having a family dinner tomorrow so I'm forced to see her anyway. I hate how we have to hide how we really feel all the time. In some ways, wouldn't it be refreshing if everyone was just honest with people about how they…Continue
I wake up lying next to you. I hate you. I love you. I explore you the same way I explore this paradox, tracing your cheek, trailing my fingers down your neck to your chest. You stir slightly. I can't help but think if morning lasted all day, there wouldn't be any war. The birds are chirping, and the sun shines brightly and gently through the window. No words I can say change you. I am awed at how the sun embraces you completely and I remember Rumi. "Never once has the sun said to the earth…Continue