Casandra
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  • East Lansing, MI
  • United States
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Casandra commented on Casandra's blog post Feeling down
"Thank you Gail. Your words mean a lot. "
13 hours ago
Gail commented on Casandra's blog post Feeling down
"hi Casandra, Everyone shows their love in different ways. Some cant show love cause they don't see the love that has been shown to them. Sometimes we have to make our own breaks in life. When the the world wont give us a break. Some people…"
22 hours ago
Casandra commented on Casandra's blog post Cautiously Optimistic
"Very true"
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Feeling down

I'm worried that I'm just not good enough. I'm worried I'll never accomplish anything meaningful. I'm worried I'll be stuck in my hometown forever after I graduate, even though my hometown isn't that bad. I just don't feel that close to my friends anymore. I don't feel close to my family anymore. I have friends and family but I feel so alone. I feel like they don't know me anymore. I used to believe in God, now I don't know if I do. A part of me wants to believe, a part of me doesn't. A part of…See More
Sep 166:01pm
Casandra commented on brists's blog post Casual Encounter
"Why did you write yesterday's date?"
Sep 136:17pm
Casandra commented on Pauliegpfp's blog post Adjustment Period
"I totally understand where you are coming from, and I agree we need positive forces. But if someone hasn't been negative and just silent, I would try calling them again. If they just haven't said anything maybe they needed time to process…"
Sep 136:16pm
Casandra posted a blog post

Dreams

My dreams feel so out of reach, and yet impossibly close at the same time. It's such a torture. I need to move because I have so many things I need to do and want to do, but I feel so sluggish. See More
Sep 136:13pm
Casandra left a comment for Kelley
"Your profile picture really hits home. "
Sep 121:32pm
Casandra posted a blog post

Class

During one of my classes today my teacher talked about all of the ads we see on t.v. in our living room. He said we see a commercial for a new food or toothpaste or whatever. He said "It's an insane asylum!" And for whatever reason that just made me smile, because it's so true. See More
Sep 121:30pm
Casandra commented on Pauliegpfp's blog post Where do I go from here?
"Good luck with everything, it sounds like you are going in the right direction. <3"
Sep 115:54pm
Casandra posted a blog post

Suffering chapter 1

Warning! A bit of a long post. I'm starting a book. Because why not? I guess. Let me know what you think and if you relate. Chapter 1: I am sufferingI have times of great joy and peace in my life. I have times where I enjoy reading, and enjoy existing in general. But then there are other times when I don’t. I am suffering. It’s hard, if impossible, to measure suffering. I am not trying to throw a pity party. I am not trying to say my suffering is greater or more profound than anyone else’s.…See More
Sep 13:34pm
Casandra commented on Casandra's blog post I just don't know
"Thanks for your comment! Glad I'm not the only one who has felt like a ghost before. I know I'm young but sometimes I feel like I've already become scarred and bitter. I don't really know what to do about that to be honest.…"
Sep 13:31pm
Bashooku commented on Casandra's blog post I just don't know
"I totally get what you're going through. I moved away from my home town a few times. The last time wasn't out of a desire to leave, but out of necessity. The other times, I was looking for a fresh start, but found mostly isolation in…"
Aug 2611:12pm
Casandra commented on Cindy's blog post The New Girl
""I've come to the conclusion that the most conflicted and afflicted in life carry such an awareness of the world around them. They possess intuition and wisdom, a unique understanding that could be part of why they are experiencing such…"
Aug 2412:04am
Casandra commented on James's blog post Tired of being alone
"I'm thinking about remaining single for the rest of my life honestly "
Aug 2311:41pm

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Cautiously Optimistic

Posted on October 16, 2017 at 1:31pm 2 Comments

There aren't any guarantees in life, and some days are still really hard to get through. That being said, I'm feeling cautiously optimistic about the future. I thought there were only dead ends, but now I see some possibilities. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way. 

Deadlines

Posted on October 16, 2017 at 1:30pm 0 Comments

All of my teachers want a paper. I have one due Thursday, one due Saturday, and one due next week. Why do they have to be so close together? Ahhhh

Visiting family

Posted on October 7, 2017 at 8:30pm 0 Comments

I'm visiting my family, and it's been a nice positive experience so far. Now a family member that I can't stand (one of my cousins) is over, so I'm hiding out in my room. I probably should've said hello to be polite but I'm f****** sick of being polite. Plus we are having a family dinner tomorrow so I'm forced to see her anyway. I hate how we have to hide how we really feel all the time. In some ways, wouldn't it be refreshing if everyone was just honest with people about how they…

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Imagining

Posted on October 6, 2017 at 4:05pm 0 Comments

I wake up lying next to you. I hate you. I love you. I explore you the same way I explore this paradox, tracing your cheek, trailing my fingers down your neck to your chest. You stir slightly. I can't help but think if morning lasted all day, there wouldn't be any war. The birds are chirping, and the sun shines brightly and gently through the window. No words I can say change you. I am awed at how the sun embraces you completely and I remember Rumi. "Never once has the sun said to the earth…

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