U try to do things the right way and you keep hitting "walls" that I feel are put up on purpose in my mind so I can't ever get out of the h*** I feel like I'm in struggling for everything and always feel your being told no your and not sleeping good is making matters much worse I try to keep the faith and not give up but I don't see things changing at all unless they get worse I just want to feel better because it is too hard to keep going or want to keep going then move wife is bleeding from… Continue
I have just been thinking way to much about things latley and I get to the point where just don't really care I have been so depressed after stopped working full time I just feel like I'm in the wrong place wrong time and in the way I'm suppose to see my theropsit thu and I think sometimes it goes I one ear and out the other all the meds have too many side effects and just wanna quit everything together it might be better off with me not here sorry to be so down feel like I bring the whole… Continue
hi James, please be strong, you are in my thoughts and prayers. This is a really difficult time of year, I will be 61 in a week, when did that happen? I am hanging on by a thread most days but still trying to believe there is a reason why, I continue to allow myself to be heartbroken, how childish is that? I miss chatting with you....hugs, mj
Thank you! I've been where you are, I've come out of a deep h*** of despair,and hopelessness! I've wanted to commit suicide real bad but I was able to pull myself out of it! I still have my good days and my bad days! I am here to help encourage those who suffer like I do! I am here if you need me!
miss you too, keep hoping to see you here on line when is a good time want to catch up with you more. I am doing ok, still dealing with side effects from chemo, balance, neuropathy, and chemo brain but still getting better day by day...am so ready to get out and about.text me or get back to me here