OddOne
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Lauren commented on OddOne's blog post Alone
"It takes so much strength and insight to be able to identify your triggers.  That alone shows so much progress. I feel confident that you have the strength to make it through this. I've been in therapy for most of my adult life, and I can…"
Saturday
OddOne posted a blog post

Alone

  Why is it that being alone makes me more depressed?  I was alone all day and part of the night and I started thinking about my triggers.  I realize being alone is at the top of the list, second would be boredom, and lastly as weird as it sounds eating depresses me.  The third is the weirdest, because I eat when I get depressed, but then I get even more depressed.  I guess it is a step forward because I can identify my triggers.  The next step is to figure out how to deal with them. and how to…See More
Saturday
OddOne commented on md92345's blog post Unsure
"I have been down really low before, my advise is life is to short to be un happy.  I know it is hard to adjust, and getting over the feeling that the wrong person is better then no one at all.  My advise is read the blogs, join the chats,…"
Saturday
OddOne commented on Bashooku's blog post Torn
"Bashooku, It is often hard to do the right thing because of the consequences.  You have to try to look at the big picture.  I think you did the right thing and I wish you the best of luck."
Saturday
OddOne commented on Lauren's blog post Anxiety
"Laureen, I .don't think it could have been said any better.  The first step to beating our problems is to admit we have problems.  I think you are on the right path, just keep up the good work. "
Aug 134:44pm
OddOne posted a blog post

Sweating Bullets

   It has been 3 weeks since my Fateful Friday, and I have had a song banging around in my head ever since.  It is an older song from back when I was Young, Dumb, and Reckless.  The song is "Sweating Bullets", and it is by Megadeath.  I find it very interesting when I apply the lyrics to my personal life it almost fits.  It's been a long time since I heard the song, so I looked up the lyrics and they are not quite the way I remember, so I'm going to go with my memory.   The song starts out…See More
Aug 127:43pm
OddOne commented on Bashooku's blog post Triggers
"Way to go Bashooku, I can only imagine how hard this must be on you, but you are going in the right direction.  One step at a time, anymore then that and we'll trip and fall flat on our faces.  Keep up the good work, and the best of…"
Aug 125:45pm
OddOne commented on OddOne's blog post Aftermath
"Thank you so much Lauren, it really does help to hear from people who have gone through similar things.  I love my family and friends, but they just don't understand it, and I hope they never go through what it takes to understand…"
Aug 104:21pm
Lauren commented on OddOne's blog post Aftermath
"When my ex tried to kill himself, I hid the knives. Then, years later I went through my own struggles and realized how demeaning that was. I was very guilty of treating him like a child out of my own fear and need to somehow feel like I could…"
Aug 102:46pm
OddOne commented on brists's blog post In a days past
"Brists, I can relate, I have been a liar all my life and I have also decided to come 100% open and honest.  It is harder then I expected.  I've been lying for over  30 years and I am trying so hard to stop.  What works best…"
Aug 101:17pm
OddOne commented on Confident's blog post Something I thought of
"Confident, I think that is a great idea.  Anything we can do to eat up hours and distract us from our triggers is a good thing.  I wish you the best of luck."
Aug 109:43am
OddOne posted a blog post

Aftermath

I attempted suicide, before doing so I thought about how my actions would affect my family and friends.  I thought about how I would not be there to walk my daughters down the asile at their weddings.  I thought about how I would not get to see the men that my sons will become.  I thought about how I would never get to hold my future grandchildren.  I thought about all the plans my wife and I would not be able complete.  I thought about how my parents would have to deal with the death of their…See More
Aug 109:36am
OddOne commented on Lauren's blog post Unpredictable
"Lauren, I was scared of leaving the ward because the structure made me feel safe also.  I'm still trying to recreate that structure also. I've tried to make a list the night before, so that when I wake up I know what to do that…"
Aug 62:40pm
OddOne commented on OddOne's blog post Odd thoughts that run through my head
"Thank you for your kind words Bashooku.  I also appreciate your wisdom, it always helps to have a second opinion on any subject."
Aug 54:51pm
OddOne commented on Bashooku's blog post Inwardly I rant and rave
"I think what finally did it for me was the scare of the finality of my actions.   I was almost forced by my own hand to start telling the truth.  I wish I had a better answer for you, and I pray that your wife is able to stop lying w…"
Aug 54:44pm
Bashooku commented on OddOne's blog post Odd thoughts that run through my head
"I know a number of people who have gone through herniated and ruptured disks and it is a rough ride. I am so sorry that you're experiencing this. I'm glad you're still with us and I hope you're getting the medical attention you…"
Aug 53:12pm

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Alone

Posted on August 19, 2017 at 12:35pm 1 Comment

  Why is it that being alone makes me more depressed?  I was alone all day and part of the night and I started thinking about my triggers.  I realize being alone is at the top of the list, second would be boredom, and lastly as weird as it sounds eating depresses me.  The third is the weirdest, because I eat when I get depressed, but then I get even more depressed.  I guess it is a step forward because I can identify my triggers.  The next step is to figure out how to deal with them. and how…

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Sweating Bullets

Posted on August 12, 2017 at 7:43pm 0 Comments

   It has been 3 weeks since my Fateful Friday, and I have had a song banging around in my head ever since.  It is an older song from back when I was Young, Dumb, and Reckless.  The song is "Sweating Bullets", and it is by Megadeath.  I find it very interesting when I apply the lyrics to my personal life it almost fits.  It's been a long time since I heard the song, so I looked up the lyrics and they are not quite the way I remember, so I'm going to…

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Aftermath

Posted on August 10, 2017 at 9:36am 2 Comments

I attempted suicide, before doing so I thought about how my actions would affect my family and friends.  I thought about how I would not be there to walk my daughters down the asile at their weddings.  I thought about how I would not get to see the men that my sons will become.  I thought about how I would never get to hold my future grandchildren.  I thought about all the plans my wife and I would not be able complete.  I thought about how my parents would have to deal with the death of…

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Odd thoughts that run through my head

Posted on August 5, 2017 at 7:30am 3 Comments

I was told that telling my story will help me heal, so here we go.  I've always been a hard working general labor type of guy until almost 4 years ago, when working at a job I bent over and felt explosions go of in my back.  I had ruptured some disk in the small of my back.  The pain was excruciating, but I got up and muscled through. The next day I got up and could hardly get my boots on, so I went to the ER and started the path to recovery.  Unfortunately Surgery is not an option.  Days…

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