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A girl from over the pond

This has been a very long and perplexing three weeks. Some one I care about is returning from a European vacation. I have had very little contact with this person, which has hurt to say the least. I hope to know more of where I stand once she returns. Last night I spent some good ole time with an old friend. We actually use to play guitars at various locales. Nice bon fire, cocktails, and jamming was good for the soul, indeed. See More
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Back to Basics

I have been thinking, when I first awake what is the first thing that enters my conscience mind? For me it is the same issue that has been inundating my thoughts for the past few weeks. I have given up way too much emotional space to one thing, which, in the case of recovery, has strained any sense of well being. Today, I am going back to basics. Taking one moment at a time and consciously deploying techniques, which will aide to a fulfilled mindset and emotional stability.        See More
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"Hey, Matthew. Hope you have a great day my man. I was wondering, when you first awake what is the first thing that enters your conscience mind? For me it is the same issue that has been inundating my thoughts for the past few weeks. I have given up…"
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"Hey, Matthew I am off to the gym to help break off some of the rust of useless thinking. I am tired of obsessing about the same fuucking thing every day, it is getting real old. Have a good day man I hope you doing ok. Really, I think you and I need…"
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"I have to say..... YOU DON'T NEED THAT.. I know it's harsh, I'm just being real. I don't know what to tell you though otherwise in reality. I KNOW it's hard to find that perfect person. I just had to let my standards down a…"
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"Wow, Mathew we seem to be in relatively the same place. Uncertainty and unknown circumstances seem to rule the emotions. It sounds like you have a lot going on, which is great for mental health. I think you are going to do fine. I have 8 days until…"
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Bad Day - Rambling

Not sure where to start, really. It was a very good summer. I met a girl and we danced the nights away. Then she left, left me to think. Thinking is a bad thing for me. I have a tendency to obsess over and over about the same things and in this case it is Karina. What is she doing now, who is she doing it with, and I am sure it is a guy. This plays in my cognitions over and over again and now she doesn't return any of my messages. But can I really complain?; yes I can...lol. So this is what I…See More
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A girl from over the pond

Posted on August 20, 2017 at 10:04am 0 Comments

This has been a very long and perplexing three weeks. Some one I care about is returning from a European vacation. I have had very little contact with this person, which has hurt to say the least. I hope to know more of where I stand once she returns. 

Last night I spent some good ole time with an old friend. We actually use to play guitars at various locales. Nice bon fire, cocktails, and jamming was good for the soul, indeed. 

Back to Basics

Posted on August 19, 2017 at 6:22am 0 Comments

I have been thinking, when I first awake what is the first thing that enters my conscience mind? For me it is the same issue that has been inundating my thoughts for the past few weeks. I have given up way too much emotional space to one thing, which, in the case of recovery, has strained any sense of well being. Today, I am going back to basics. Taking one moment at a time and consciously deploying techniques, which will aide to a fulfilled mindset and emotional stability.        

Putting it out there

Posted on August 18, 2017 at 4:24am 0 Comments

This is what I wrote, yesterday;

Hi, Karina, I was wondering if you could help me out. I am kind of dwelling on where you and I stand and how your trip has effected our relationship. I will just be blunt and ask you if you plan on breaking up with me when you get back? The unknowing and suspense is driving me a little insane. If you do I will understand but not knowing is the hardest part. Deleting our conversation last week was just a way for me to let you go and enjoy your trip…

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Anxious and Overwhelmed

Posted on August 17, 2017 at 6:30am 1 Comment

Man, I am feeling it this morning. A level of anxiety of the unknowing that can only be described as "uncomfortable." I have to question myself and ask; why am I letting this (Karina) affect me so? My only answer, I feel it can be blamed on an obsessive mind. I let things enter the foils of thought, which, combined with a dash of OCD, renders my cognitive abilities to become cluttered and confused. These confusions and obsessive thought patterns make it difficult to concentrate at the task…

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At 12:05am on July 19, 2017, maryjane said…

Hey you, how the heck are you?  I miss talking to you, hope things are going well in your life..Hugs MJ

 
 
 

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