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Getting the moderators to let a blog flow without tripping

I feel as though I am restricted from screaming. I was just looking for a place I could say what I'm thinking,without getting tossed in a proverbial  rubber room.  A alcoholic wants a beer,a diabetic wants sugar treats, they don't act on it . they can talk about it .  But no a mental health patient can't say I had suicidal idealtions today without some self righteous dogooder sending trouble your way. It closes off a chance to talk with someone  who has been there.Someone who knows its going…

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Added by Sunshineinabag on October 17, 2017 at 9:11pm — No Comments

Can't stop that feeling but I'm conserned about the dog.

It seams I know the answers . I try and implement all the tools. I've played this emotion before. Yet I ponder the rules this time Some how it's different . It seams to have a answer,relief,permanence this time. The relief is profound thoughts of never suffering again. I have a plan this time.Nothing will stop me. That farting dog is going outside .

Added by Sunshineinabag on October 16, 2017 at 8:31pm — 2 Comments

This Endless Darkness

I see my ex's face everytime I close my eyes. Memories so full of emotion. She robbed me of so much, I feel empty, lost and alone. She's happy with another man while I'm left broken. No blog is enough to express how this girl and her family made me feel. I try moving on, dating sites won't work, I get ignored by every woman I approach. I feel like killing myself. I just wanna be loved. it's not fair

Added by James on October 16, 2017 at 2:48pm — 7 Comments

Cautiously Optimistic

There aren't any guarantees in life, and some days are still really hard to get through. That being said, I'm feeling cautiously optimistic about the future. I thought there were only dead ends, but now I see some possibilities. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way. 

Added by Casandra on October 16, 2017 at 1:31pm — 2 Comments

Deadlines

All of my teachers want a paper. I have one due Thursday, one due Saturday, and one due next week. Why do they have to be so close together? Ahhhh

Added by Casandra on October 16, 2017 at 1:30pm — No Comments

Update on me

I am still depressed, but I'm still looking to get help. I'm taking a break from Instagram,I'm looking for extra credit in school, and I'm hoping to find therapy.

Added by Confident on October 14, 2017 at 11:31am — 1 Comment

There is so much more to life , than meets the presence

Looking back on my life, I have become to understand that all the times when life seemed so hopeless. When I thought I was done.When I thought there is no where left to turn to. And those times took forever. I am still glad I'm here. During those times where there was no where to run, no where to hide. And no answer in sight. I knew that if I just hold on one more day. Give myself one more chance. And I thought that's what its about , me giving me another chance. I left everyone out of it.…

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Added by Gail on October 12, 2017 at 3:58am — 1 Comment

Mental Health Sites

Depression Health Center

https://www.webmd.com/depression/default.htm

National Institute of Mental Health

https://www.nimh.nih.gov/index.shtml

Best Test

http://myrealpersonality.com/en/top

Mental Health America …

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Added by Kelley on October 11, 2017 at 4:00pm — No Comments

Hotline Help lines

Psych center

https://psychcentral.com/

Common Hotline Phone Numbers…

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Added by Kelley on October 10, 2017 at 10:30am — No Comments

Feeling Lost

Recently my husband learned of me sexting again for the 3rd time in our 13yr marriage. This time he has asked for a divorce. I started counseling as well to try and learn why I can't stop myself from reaching out and having these inappropriate conversations. Why do I keep hurting the ones that love me for all my imperfections. I really want to rebuild myself and also my marriage. I just feel lost and that it will end without me being able to show my commitment and love for him. I started the…

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Added by simmy83 on October 8, 2017 at 5:16pm — No Comments

I need help

Iam

Added by Sue on October 8, 2017 at 2:37pm — 2 Comments

Visiting family

I'm visiting my family, and it's been a nice positive experience so far. Now a family member that I can't stand (one of my cousins) is over, so I'm hiding out in my room. I probably should've said hello to be polite but I'm f****** sick of being polite. Plus we are having a family dinner tomorrow so I'm forced to see her anyway. I hate how we have to hide how we really feel all the time. In some ways, wouldn't it be refreshing if everyone was just honest with people about how they…

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Added by Casandra on October 7, 2017 at 8:30pm — No Comments

unbearable pain

I can not do anything right. All I do is piss off my family. All that they see is the bad in me . Really there is not a bad bone in my body. There is nothing bad about me except to fact that I got sick as a result of caring for my family. I had no help from anyone. I am not playing the fucken victim and I never have. But give me a break. I am nothing at all. At least to my family. I want nothing from them or anyone except to me loved and cared about and excepted. No one has to care for me I am… Continue

Added by Sue on October 6, 2017 at 9:38pm — 2 Comments

Running out of reasons to keep going

Things keep getting worse, it never gets better. It never even stays the same. A constant decline. Having a hard time finding reasons to keep going. To keep living. Sometimes I wish I could just never go back to work and just lie in bed until I'm 90 and finally die. Hope is something I'll never have or never get. I am a lousy, defective, unattractive human being who isn't suppose to be happy or get what I want or have good things happen to me. It's all my fault. For being me and the…

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Added by Rich on October 6, 2017 at 6:59pm — 1 Comment

Imagining

I wake up lying next to you. I hate you. I love you. I explore you the same way I explore this paradox, tracing your cheek, trailing my fingers down your neck to your chest. You stir slightly. I can't help but think if morning lasted all day, there wouldn't be any war. The birds are chirping, and the sun shines brightly and gently through the window. No words I can say change you. I am awed at how the sun embraces you completely and I remember Rumi. "Never once has the sun said to the earth…

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Added by Casandra on October 6, 2017 at 4:05pm — No Comments

Ugggg! Ugly Marriage Proposals - Anyone out there have a similar experience?

So here is the deal.  I've had not one, but four almost identical marriage proposals from different guys and I'm wondering whether any other women have had the same or similar experiences.

 I have in no way been looking for marriage proposals.  I am 71, extremely educated and smart, but other wise nothing out of the ordinary.

I was good friends with the first guy. 

The second guy was my doctor and it was in no way anything but a professional doctor-patient…

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Added by Goldlady on October 6, 2017 at 3:00am — 2 Comments

Ugggg! Ugly Marriage Proposals - Anyone out there have a similar experience?

So here is the deal.  I've had not one, but four almost identical marriage proposals from different guys and I'm wondering whether any other women have had the same or similar experiences.

 I have in no way been looking for marriage proposals.  I am 71, extremely educated and smart, but other wise nothing out of the ordinary.

I was good friends with the first guy. 

The second guy was my doctor and it was in no way anything but a professional doctor-patient…

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Added by Goldlady on October 6, 2017 at 3:00am — 1 Comment

Painful Passing away........Death....

Just found out my Brother died.....he was a long time alcoholic. My sister is starting to develop a bit of a drinking issue too. She has had two serious back surgeries so I kind of give her more of a free pass. My brother..no major injuries to excuse his drinking. He acts like a schizophrenic when he drinks. Since he drinks all the time its nearly impossible to talk to him. I stopped talking to him ten years ago…

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Added by Aluviel on October 5, 2017 at 5:35pm — 3 Comments

Painful Passing away........Death....

Just found out my Brother died.....he was a long time alcoholic. My sister is starting to develop a bit of a drinking issue too. She has had two serious back surgeries so I kind of give her more of a free pass. My brother..no major injuries to excuse his drinking. He acts like a schizophrenic when he drinks. Since he drinks all the time its nearly impossible to talk to him. I stopped talking to him ten years ago and he just died at age 57 on my birthday last week.  

most…

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Added by Aluviel on October 5, 2017 at 5:33pm — No Comments

Painful Passing away........Death....

Just found out my Brother died.....he was a long time alcoholic. My sister is starting to develop a bit of a drinking issue too. She has had two serious back surgeries so I kind of give her more of a free pass. My brother..no major injuries to excuse his drinking. He acts like a schizophrenic when he drinks. Since he drinks all the time its nearly impossible to talk to him. I stopped talking to him ten years ago and he just died at age 57 on my birthday last week.  

most…

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Added by Aluviel on October 5, 2017 at 5:33pm — No Comments

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