Sven; Day seven went by fairly fast but another 14 will drive me crazy. I can't express what I really feel because she would run. I think I am only fooling myself to think that this would work anyway. there is a 24 year difference. 24, mean married when she was born meaning I could have gotten a girl pregnant many times over and had her as a daughter yet I call myself in love. In love with a pre-existing condition of OCD and depression great combo to bring into a relationship. Do I really care what she is doing and who she is doing it with? It is not that I really care it is the unknowing that makes me crazy. will she sleep with this guy or that guy all it takes is one bad phone call and she would be off to the races. oh man nothing to do and tired.