I met her on the first day of summer, June 1, 2017, well close enough. I said good bye today, the unofficial end of summer September 4, 2017. We pretty much ended that same way we started. A little smoke and a one way conversation followed by a hug and a goodbye. I am broken hearted because I was expecting so much more, even though foolishly. I won't be hurting anyone by being with her but will I be ready when it finally does end? I feel like I am in the middle of it all. I know it isn't really a logical relationship but I feel the need to be with her for the physical and the emotional parts. I think with time; this too shall pass.