My son just turned 4 today and started preschool today as well..... I have been down lately, ok I have been down for awhile now. My current relationship has been in a rut lately.....My…Blog Unsure 2 Likes Feeling lost 6 months ago my ex, somone I loved and cherished broke up with me after cheating on me with random men. She took everything from me and left me on the streets after I stood by her durring her weight… Blog Feeling lost 3 Likes Anxious and Overwhelmed
Man, I am feeling it this morning. A level of anxiety of the unknowing that can only be described as "uncomfortable." I have to question myself and ask; why am I letting this (Karina) affect me…Blog Anxious and Overwhelmed 1 Like HSP
A HSP is a Highly Sensitive Person.
Someone who can walk into a room and know something is off. Someone who gets their feelings hurt easily, is am Empath and can feel vibes or…Blog HSP 1 Like The New Girl I called a suicide hotline today. This kind spirit on the other end of the phone introduced me to Feeling Kinda Blue.
Well, it has been 3 days since I have heard from Karina. It was a great run but like all is good things the past is today's memory and today is yesterday's tomorrow. I will let go and set my…Blog No Call, No Care 2 Likes Anxiety
All day today I have felt stressed and anxious and like nothing I do is good enough. Sometimes it feels like I'll never feel better and that makes me want to just give up. I try to think more…Blog Anxiety 2 Likes August 13 2017 - Re-Loaded
It is no longer a trust issue with Karina it is more of a "do I feel good being me." I have to contemplate and consider my feelings toward my daily life. Keeping busy and progressive. There will…Blog August 13 2017 - Re-Loaded 2 Likes August 13 2017 - Emotional Control
"I need to take some space because I'm so anxious about this that I'm afraid that I'll do or say something to hurt this relationship, and that's not something I want to happen." I sent this via…Blog August 13 2017 - Emotional Control 2 Likes Sweating Bullets
It has been 3 weeks since my Fateful Friday, and I have had a song banging around in my head ever since. It is an older song from back when I was…Blog Sweating Bullets 1 Like Taking Control - 4 am Saturday Aug 12 2017
Yesterday I Blocked Karina from Messanger. Why? She had to much control over my emotions and well being. I am a very needed person, emotionally, and she had way too much control over those…Blog Taking Control - 4 am Saturday Aug 12 2017 1 Like Time wasted It is almost a life certainty. To love and to lose. Heartbreak to a heart already filled with ache and misery. But to love, what a thing to perceive. Blog Time wasted 1 Like Aug 11 2017 re-post Blog Aug 11 2017 re-post 2 Likes In a days past
I wrote a post yesterday but was in a hurry when I left the house yesterday and neglected to post it, bummer. I had some good comments in there and a couple references to Stoicism, Thanks…Blog In a days past 1 Like Blog 2 - Sven Aug 7 2017
Sven; Day seven went by fairly fast but another 14 will drive me crazy. I can't express what I really feel because she would run. I think I am only fooling myself to think that this would work…Blog Blog 2 - Sven Aug 7 2017 1 Like Something I thought of
I thought of doing a video series where I just say what's on my mind, and it won't just be me venting. I thought of talking about my childhood, showing my collection of plushes and toys, talk…Blog Something I thought of 2 Likes Odd thoughts that run through my head
I was told that telling my story will help me heal, so here we go. I've always been a hard working general labor type of guy until almost 4 years ago, when working at a job I bent over and felt…Blog Odd thoughts that run through my head 1 Like The Trouble With Perception
August 2nd, 2017
The trouble with perception is that, when I'm depressed, everything has a negative twist to it. Before I was suffering from depression, everything seemed fun and…Blog The Trouble With Perception 1 Like Exercise
I exercised for the first time in ages today. It was only for 15 minutes but it was enough to get my heart rate up, and compared to the nothing I have been doing, it was a pretty big step for me.…Blog Exercise 1 Like Trying
I tried my best today and it just didn't feel good enough. Moments of panic overwhelmed me and I didn't know how to cope. I tried to have a normal day....got a coffee, went to the park. I made…Blog Trying 1 Like Proactive Behaviors
Here is a response to a blog I just saw.. This person has an issue with cutting to release pain...
This is what I said.. I dont know if they will even get the comment..
Im so…Blog Proactive Behaviors 2 Likes